Friday, November 10, 2006

Waiting for an Apology

When you wait for an apology,its a strange feeling. There is nothing in this world so helpless as a person waiting for an apology from a loved one. Waiting in desperation. Say the magic word and I will forgive and forget. Just genuinely tell you are sorry, tell me you made a mistake, tell me that you will never do it again, tell me , hold me and just say " sorry". Why is admitting a mistake so difficult....unless the offender fails to realize that completely. Time does not heal everything...Time keeps the waiting alive ...because for a loved one u want to wait all your life...all your life that you want to spend with him...every empty thought gets filled by the unending need for an apology.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Absolute-ly true (just like the best vodka i guess). I think the apology-seeker is more hopeless than the apolizer. Sometimes, you wait ...and wait ...but it never comes trough. Either they don't have guts to surrender or admit there mistakes ....... or simply, they are over-shadowed by their friend EGO who lives in symbiotically. I feel that if one admits, it has a soothing effect on relationship ..... actually it makes the down-pour to clear the sky. But when clouds ...and clouds are all around .....you know how suffocating it turns gradually. But then, only shower follows ....